Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Dawg house
Yeah, so... I can't believe I started a new job. Well, I am stable with the same "company" but I have relocated. It is kinda like death. So sudden and completed so quickly. Think of it, you get news that someone you know dies. 3 or 4 days later, there is the funeral. A get together immediately at the home of loved ones, hanging around, telling stories, comforting and being comforted. Then life goes on. That is it.

That is how my transfer is... Interview for the job, get the job, wait for the formal transfer, then ... finish at the last location, pack some things, sell the house, drive to the new city, find lodging, try to find a new house to buy, go to work at the new location - with evenings spent reading, talking on the phone to the lover you miss, watch a dvd, go to bed, go to the gym, go to work. I don't know hardly anybody, but what the hell, I was spending a lot of time alone at the last place too... only I don't know this place. So, computer and internet access limited, which means, not from "home" since there is no wireless where I am lodged. Then what? Wait to hear if the bid on the house you saw last weekend will get taken, and try to look for others, just in case. Worry about what to do with your cats after the movers pack up the old place because, in less than 23 days, it isn't yours anymore.

The house you lived in, fixed up, for 9 years is someone elses. In only 34 days. Heck, that is longer than death. This sucks.

So, tonight I will try to scam a TV from the lodging location, call my girlfriend, and try to watch TV via telephone with her. Then off to bed, get up for the gym, Thursday is just like Wednesday and Tuesday... Don't like not having my own house. This sucks.

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